Day 29

Another really long day! I feel bad for complaining but it was definitely tough today. Ximena fell asleep around 3am then woke up at 8 am this morning. I changed her and she fussed for two hours before she fell asleep again. I don't mind that she didn't sleep right away but she was crying the whole time that made it hard. That and my body is just so tired. I think now is when the c-section pains are haunting me. Probably because the sleep deprivation is hitting me. I'm not even thinking about school at the moment because if i do i get really worried about how i'm going to do. Just hoping the semester all ties in together, only 3 weeks left. Right now Ximena is sleeping on my lap and just finished nursing. Since i put her down right before I had her in my lap and she woke up I'm not moving her at all this time! Don't want her to wake up and fight her sleep. Even with this massive complaint of the normal newborn stresses i'm still really happy :) And enjoying the fact that I get to spend time with her! Especially since after 3 weeks is up I don't have to worry about school or work until Jan. 2011 when she starts daycare and I start the nursing program. Which means that I get to enjoy the fact that I'm going to be there for all three of my kids :D Taking Mila to dance and getting Tyler in another activity he will enjoy this fall. And in the summer taking Tyler to T-ball and Mila to softball. While me and baby Ximena watch them play on the sidelines! Today I did get some really cute pictures of her smiling at me today on my iphone :)

Ximena smiling at mama :D I love her smiles lol. You can tell she loves you when you talk to her and she interacts with you. She's been doing that since we brought her home which is what amazes me!